Yesterday busy cleaning the Hamster cage in the afternoon. When I got it, it was damn dirty with shits spent about an hour plus to finish cleaning it

27/07/09

I am not afraid of people looking down on me
Cause I know one day I will get to the top too
I welcome any insults thrown to me
It will determine me to work harder
I wont feel hurt nor insulted at all
It only give me a reason to go even higher
I will prove to everyone what I am capable of
No words But Results


25/07/09

Happy Birthday 23rd Birthday Jessie
Next month going to be my turn..
still planing on where to celebrate...

Since the past few weeks things aren't going smoothly, sometimes I just feel everything is going downhill.

17/07/09
Out of camp since Friday 2330hrs rush back home to yishun, change and rush out to fly.
wasn't in a good mood that day... I just wan some friends to accompany me, drink with me.
when home damn drunk shit... never got so drunk before..

18/07/09
Woke up at Jason place about 11plus+
June came over to chat we me about some stuff
Everything was settle kinda like kiss and hug
But I really am very confuse of who you really want
Sometimes I really not sure what we are actually
I just wanna give up sometimes
Why should I worried when you don't even care?

18/07/09 (10:00pm++)
When to catch the movie (Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince) with June and her gang of friends, the shows was not bad. But I guess I was way too tired I slept thur some part of the movie.

after movie chong pang nasi lemak! lol

Going for ICT at Sungei Gedong Camp on 13th - 25th July.... Hmmmm... I am going to miss her man... she seems happy for me going in... more freedom!!!! -.-
10/07/09 (Friday)
Right after school I when over to meet up with fey!!! I am going to reservist soon, just want to spend more time with her. We went out to JP and brought Joel along with us walk around and dine in at Bakerzin for a small dinner =D

Oh ya... I also when to cut my hair short, somehow I think i might maintain this hair stlye lol...

If we were to know each other early things won't be the same as it is right now
I will have very Inmature and Childish thinking
My Character and Attutide won't be what you see now
Thou if we were to meet eariler
You might not have to go thur the things you did the past year
I cannot grantee that I will treat the way I treat you now

I never regret being with you,
I just follow my feelings,
I choose to forget about your past,
Is because of a very simple reason,
I Love You.

I have never been hurt so badly for the past 3yrs
I have never cried for someone so many times alsot for the past 3yrs
After every hurtful words you say to me
After all the lies you try to tell me to keep me away
I just don't know why
I can simply forget everything
Just because I Love You too much

I choose to believe in my feelings
I neglected what my friends advise
I know they are worried for me
But I still choose to Love You
I Believe in myself now
That I will be able to have you by my side after today's event that happen

Quarrels and Argument are there to shape the relationship to another level
Forgiveness is to show you how much I Truly Love You
Trust is something we need to gain from each other by being Trueful and Honest
Understanding is something we need when Lies and Quarrels come to play

Recently alot of things happen... But everytime we quarrel I learn to accpect more for you, all we need is time to shape this relationship we have together. In sometimes we just have to understand each other situation, most important is to be tureful to each other never hide things from me worried that I will get angry cause I understand that it's not your doing at all.

But I am worried about something, afriad that I will lose the fight. But I will still advise you to follow where your heart will take you, rather than being unhappy with someone you don't wish to be.

08/07/09 (Wed)
When down to Keppel Bay with Fey and her best friend, View there was very nice. I hope I will be able to afford a yacth one day. Haha... We when down Holland V afterwards for Sushu (Jessica's Treat Muahahahahahahhahah) for dinner.

We pick up June's Cousin Chanel and head off to dinner and Silap, but fey lost her way there and she got yc to help her.... hahahah lousy!!!! Anyway when we reach there the place chanel wanted to go was closed, end up in Coffee Club... All Fey Fault!! LOLx

cant slp.. so i decided to help fey in her project, seems to be quite simple project to do... just type how i feel about the topic. After doing her's I still can sleep so carry on doing my own project, just have to touch up abit add some pictures will do.

right now 4plus already... If i sleep now i think i cant wake up for school later lol, lesson is at 8:30am, anyway i meeting my fren for breakfast at gombak later than we go sch right after that.

recently having sleepless night there is alot of things on my mind, just have to get everything set. whats mine will always be mine no matter what, but sometimes i just think too much. Making myself worry for nothing =/

nothing much for today just waiting for time to reach 6am so that i will be on my way to meet my friend for breakfast.

03/07/09
Nothing much to talk about cause I just came back, Wailee call me out to Double O later... LOL!! I still don't know where is the damn place. Well I might be going, depends on my mood ba... Recently feeling very stress up and confuse, dunnoe how explain but seriously don't know what to do right now.